Author: Fernando Villegas
Date: 14:03:31 05/25/04
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Thanks, but I see it otherwise. I was raised in such a way I cannot have a nice feeling to anything but for the very best. So the mediocrity of my chess talent overwheels me, as mediocrity do it in any field, mine or alien. If not because I can write better than average, slightly above mediocrity -in my language, at least- and respected by that reason in my country, if not because of that relatively bright spot I would have blowed my brains out time ago, long time ago. For the same token, after my defeats against computers I usually lose heart, get discouraged and abandon chess practice for many weeks. I know it is not important, I know I am not a pro, I know I am not a real chess player, but the sense of futility erodes me the same. Perhaps I should be in the hands of a shrink, my friend? Perhaps I will even resign my post as president of OFSCF.. Fernando
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